I’m still that girl that waits for you to call her because she is waiting. I’m still that girl who waits for you to text her back because she still gets the jitters when you text her. I’m still the same girl who smiles when reading your text messages. I’m still the same girl who’s been in love with you from the very beginning. I’m still that same girl who will never stop loving you.
When you wait for those text messages from that special someone. Even to this day, where seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, and months have passed, I still wait in anticipation for a text from you. I still get excited and happy when I receive a text from you. Yeah, it might sound a bit lame, but hey, it’s the small things that make someone happy. It just sucks even more when someone texts you and you were expecting it to be that special someone, and your hopes get crushed. Sad day.
As I look back on how we were before just a couple of months ago, I can’t believe how we are now. I can’t believe how fast things can change in a blink of an eye. How things are so different than before. How you’re not the same. How you don’t feel the same. It’s sad, and I can’t seem to do anything about it.
I’m seriously thinking about it. I’ll do something so drastic, that you’ll want to come back to me. I just don’t know exactly what that is at this moment. Hopefully, I’ll figure this out because I’m tired of this heartache. I’m tired of waiting for something that may, or may not happen. I just want to know what the ending is. I just want to know if I’ll get my happily ever after or not. During these moments, I wish that I could have the power to fast forward in time to see if this is worth it or not.
Today, the weather was nice and we spent time together. Everything felt perfect today. Went to the movies and had a great time. All we did was just hangout and talk. It was really nice. I just miss you now because you’re not next to me.
After watching a couple of romance movies, I miss you so much, and now I have a heartache the size of a watermelon. Honestly, it makes me want to do something crazy just to get you back. Like in those movies. The guy/girl always does something out of the blue, just to get that one person back. If you truly believe that that person was meant for you, then fight for it. Go for it. Don’t let anything stop you. If you think that person was meant for you, then fix it, and once you have that person, never let them go.